Going through some problems

I thought I should give a little information about myself so here it goes. Growing up I had a lot to deal with being teased by kids, in and out of hospitals, Always on antibiotics and even the county school district didn't want to deal with me. My mom fought to get me everything I needed number one was an education and to be in a mainstream school and mainstream class. Sorry if I bounce around I type whatever comes to me. Back to what I was saying. I have taken so many antibiotics it has destroyed my teeth and I can't afford to have them pulled. My doctor has tried to get tenncare/medicaid to pay for dental work saying it's medically necessary and their response even after seeing pictures is it is not medically necessaryall it is is cosmetic. SoIf you see me out and about and I don't smile that is why I am so self concious about it I haven't even had a family portrait with made. My husbands teeth are bad too but it's because we can't afford dental care. Also I have been dealing with pressure sores for 2 years now on my foot. I almost lost my foot because the sore was real bad and the foot was swollen beyond belief. The sore is almost gone and the swelling has gone down considerably but I still can't wear but one shoe and that makes me self concious also. I feel so ugly and so Isolated. Yes I might have a positive attitude on the outside but inside I am hurting and feel alone. I know these feeling will pass but that is what I am going through. alot of times I don't even want my husband to touch me because I feel so unattractive and what makes it worse is I have to completely depend on him. I will close for now hopefully feel better later.